Disturbed-GlowWorm

Darkness falls again In the darkness of the night her pain flourishes. The thoughts of suicide, death, and self-mutilation come rushing back she fights these feelings everyday Till the night when she is tiered and just gives up. Blackness is all around her can she keep holding on or will she give in to the temptations of the relief of the joyous thoughts of death. Her pain is in her blood that now circulates through her heart. Life, nine months to make but just one moment to take.

Confess tell me you hate me tell me you wish I was never born. Tell me that I the biggest screw up in the world tell me I ruined your life. Tell you wish I would leave and never some back, just don't tell me you think the man I love is Stabbing me in the back. Your just mad that I'm in love and don't need you anymore. Well tell you what I won't take your crap no more.

Love is just Life is unfair Everything happens for a reason Sex is inevitable Lust is manevolent Pleasure is vulnerablility Virgins Naive Thee experienced knowledgable Death undefeatable

It is not the feeling in your heart but the look in his eyes. His eyes tell the truth. His eyes still tell me he loves me, so does his heart, his hands, kisses, and words. His heart screams, "I love you." His eyes sweetly say, "I'm yours." But it is the words that he whispers, that still make me melt. And his hands that I license to move about my body are what reassure me that he loves me, with every soft touch I know he cares. His kiss steals my breath even now. He holds me and looks at me with his deep brown eyes and I know we both wish we could pause time at that moment, I know I could stay like that forever. He loses time out o

Everyone is gone I'm the only one left standing. Their bodies lie around me. Their faces still show the fear. A fly on the wall the only prey left. They come, they are coming for me. I hear them, no one can see them. You never know if you're next. I cannot help but be afraid. That is what they want; my life is their game.

Now it is close to the end. You will leave me soon for bigger and better things. All I ask is that you never forget me. You and I both have our whole lives ahead of us. I know my life will always be full of thoughts of you. Yours, I hope will be happy and that you will finally find what you are looking for. When you leave me, I will feel the biggest emptiness of my entire life. When you leave, I will need you the most. All I know is that you were right when you said we are not over. We will cross paths again one day. And when we meet again, I will fall head over heels in love with you all over again. My heart is yours, it always ha